I've been putting this update off for a while, which just made it worse cause more and more events kept occuring in my life. So finaly for motivation I'm watching the NiN:AATCHB dvd while I type this up. I'm realizing it now that it probably wasn't a good idea to watch this dvd as I do this, but it already started and it's so damn awesome so fuck it. As for you guys that complain about how massivly long and detailed my entries are, prepare for massive head trauma. I guess I'll start from the big accident.

Zuravin and her Rat named Moco (that's probably spelled wrong) in spanish it means booger.
Fate, if somethings going to happen, no matter what it's going to happen, just my luck. A week prior to this story I'm about to tell you I finally got my car back from Charlie who was swapping my engine out. It already had been a week since I had my car and it was a great relief to have back. I was also in the process of moving so have in mind that I barely got to see Sam, I'll explain more after this story.

Anyway, so I'm taking Sam home from her first visit to my new YOKE. Lets not forget to mention how great that specific night was, to refrain from going into the beautiful details, let's just say it was a night where a lot of sexual tension was taken care of. Anyways, I finally drop Sam off and on my way home which is on 41 near Rainbow Springs and Steev's house, a deer comes out of literally nowhere but the right. By the time I saw it, (and I have this picture stuck in my head) the deers front legs were over my hood and then I just see what looked like dust everywhere.

To be specific on what happen he tried to clear my car, got his front legs over, but my right fender clipped him. From there he proceeded to fall onto my hood, then rolling onto my front windshield (that's where I saw the dust) and completely shattered the glass, rolled off the roof and flew about 20 feet behind me ONTO the other side of the road. You know I was severly pissed that's my baby it just hit, so I just drift onto the side of the road hoping there were no polls. My eyes were useless to me at this point, as they were fully loaded of tiny pieces of glass. Luckly my contacts I believe kept them from devouring my eyes. So to keep this post from eating all the RAM in your computer it sucked horribly.

All I kept thinking is, "if that deer isn't dead I'm going to cross this street and kill it my fucking self", and no, not to put it out of it's misery either. Sam and her sister and her ex, came to comfort me while I waited for my parents. It was great to see the level of love and care from Sam and her family made the whole situation better. Especially the money aspect, as the insurance company would not cover this act of god.
Life without a vehicle. This happened I think, December 20th, I really can't remember off hand. Things happen for a reason. So come Christmas Eve, Sam's parents were surprising for once and allowed me to... stay-the-night. Yea, big surprise to me too, and guess what, they even let me sleep on Sam's bed. The part I'm forgetting to mention is they made her sleep in her siblings room. That night itself was great, we spent a lot of time together along with the following day.

Which was Christmas of course and we did the whole morning gift exchange thing, I felt welcomed. Great dinner too, and awesome gifts. Let's see if I can remember what I got all together, A massive cd case, new hurley shoes, eternal sunshine, the killers, jimmy eat world, am I forgetting anything else?

It was really a special Christmas and I'm usually not a big fan of it cause it always ruins my birthday, but everyone made it a memorable and enjoyful experience. Plus I got awesome gifts! Eventually I had to take off cause you know I couldn't stand to have me around for that long either. Steev came and picked me up cause they had the whole gift exchange thing going over there, and I was really glad I was invited. I felt like a cheap ass bastard though cuase I didn't have enough, let alone any money to get anyone anything. They were great people though and got me stuff and I felt really special and thankful. A lot of cool shit I've wanted for a long time!

The following night was my birthday and the day that Zuravin was leaving. So I stayed with them to drive her to her flight cause it was late and mostly cause I didn't want to be alone during my birthday especially becuase Zuravin was leaving for PA and she always leaves every year during my damn BDAY! So anyways I turned the big 20, and the airport was so damn cool, I love airports especially at night. Anthony, Zuravin, T, and Joo kept the whole night interesting and kept me awake. I don't think many people noticed or remembered it was birthday until I mentioned it and I was kind of hurt, especially Zuravin but I guess she was just excited about going to PA. Then there was the drive home from Orlando to Ocala, I stayed awake, and tryed to keep everyone awake by being loud and obnoxious like usual.

Sumner and I are International Spys!

My Birthday on the other hand wasn't too great. But I managed to keep myself entertained. Sam couldn't come over, and I was of course stuck at home with no vehicle. I barely remember that night, all I know is Sam went to some party. See how important a vehicle is!

New Years sucked as well, Sam was there and I was here again. I was going to go to the party every went to, but Sams parents would of wanted her back home by I forget what time and either way we wouldn't of made it to her house on time unless we left when the ball dropped.
Hmm I'm starting to think this won't be as long as I thought.
My new tires came in yesterday and my new radiator came in today. YAY!
Kumho 205/40/17
All Bronze Cooper Radiator.

Sam's Birthday was the 8th and I'm sure she enjoyed it. I forced my mom to take me over there and I wouldn't take no for an answer, man I've felt like a little kid again without a car and getting rides to work or my girlfriends house. So I gave Sam her present which she had also guessed and still was very excited about. It was her badass digital camera (better than mine!). I can tell she's really enjoyed that gift even today she uses and plays with it everyday, so I did really good that time. We went to Applebees and watched her barely eat her favorite food,

we also got them to embarasse her and sing happy birthday. Another aspect of that night that sticks out is how good me and her step-dad got along. I mean after going to Ocala, we went back to her house in Dunnellon which was a big surprise I just didn't think they would make that many trips for me. I was very greatful to spend some more time with Sam on her birthday.
I just finished watching the NiN DVD for the billionth time, see how long it takes me to type this...it's alot less than it takes to read it, so READ IT.
Ok time for some random memories.
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Speaking of NIN, I get goosebumps and basically freak out just thinking about this. You all know I'm the biggest NiN fan, and I don't care what you say, you know this, if you known me long enough. I mean who else knows that his real name is Micheal, and his family owns a a/c company Reznor Air. Or exactly where he lives in N.O., well not anymore he sold it and moved. Or that there's a dog yelping in the bg cause it bit someone, and that that dog is dead now. Anyways back to my point, the new cd comes out real soon and I'm extremely excited for that, but the better part is they've begun their touring in London. Those lucky motherfuckers! Soon enough he will be here, and I gaurntee you when they mention the Florida date, it will be all over this damn journal and all my friends that share the love will be joining me. No matter where in Florida it is, and/or the cost. Yes the cost will be damn high cause it's NIN, but for god sake it's not ANY OLD concert, you know it's a lifetime oppurtunity you can not pass up. I'm guessing the tickets will be like $60 bucks, so start saving now. Man when I see that copy of With Teeth come into Best Buy early, I'll steal it... I don't care I'll loose my job over it, that's how much I love them. I will beg until they let me buy it early, so I'm hoping it won't come in that early, I know I just won't be able to handle the anxiety.
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Yesterday I picked Sam up from school and right before I got a few seconds to talk to Jackie. Cool girl, her and Nick and Sam and I should DOUBLE DATE. Sam came over and we finally watched Eternal, but before we went to Winn-Dixie but it's so weird that I remember and enjoyed something as simple as that, good signs. I bought some Ritz Chips and Pepperonni to indulge upon. We had a great time, she got a little quiet on me again so I beat her up, tickled her until she incisted she was about to urinate herself, then continued. Froze a little, finished fixing my computer and Steevs. After waiting forever at Best Buy for this kid to give me the damn crack I needed.
Speaking of which, some On Life Support quick news we've got back on the roll but with my recent hard drive crash ( not really I just accidently broke something off the circuitry of the one hard drive that had all my samples) it's going to be a little while until I get my sample collection back to normal. Man I started that collection when I was 15 atleast I still have all my instrument generators. Man that pisses me off.
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I got an iPod, a 20gb. Here's the spiffy part, it's $300 bucks as everyone knows, I got mine for $75! I still have 10 gigs of space on it, and I put everything I listen to on the damn thing, except for maybe 2 cd's. It's nuts.

I also got an XM Delphi MyFi for free. That things $350 bucks. DAMN I just remembered I wanted to put it in my car today, but instead I sat around and did NOTHING. I got to properly mount the Ipod in my car sometime soon too I forgot.

One of my carless days, the day before I got it back I believe. Joe came and picked me up which was completely out of the blue but It was awesome. We hung out in town until Zuravin got out of work and went and watched Closer.

Personally I didn't like that movie, it was too truthful and really no happy ending so I was a little down becuase of it and really hoped nothing like that ever happened to me. Plus my innocent view of Natalie Portman is far far gone.
So I got a new show I'm hooked on, AND NO it's not the O.C. Btw, in one word describe this... Couple of guys, and their ONE best friend who is a girl watching the O.C. together, out of the two guys NONE of them know how to change a tire. Here's my call HOMOSEXUAL. Anyways, the new shoe is 24, I haven't seen the previous seasons but I'm watching the current season and it's amazing. Deals with like counter terrorism and like taking a whole warehouse of terrorist out with one single guy, and two guns. The whole shoe is in real time so every season, it's 24 hours. That had to be extremely hard to film and write for, I'm going to check the previous seasons out as soon as this one is done.
I got the new Modest Mouse cd, that bitch is great. I also heard of two new bands I want to check out Action Action, and Beloved. I think I'm going to give Muse a chance. Everyone go out and buy Man On Fire, it's got Dakota Fanning and she's the best Child Actress I've seen in years. Plus NiN is all over that soundtrack, when the guy gets mad which adds so much depth to feeling what he feels.
I have a lot of reading to catch up on, gotta finish choke and start lullaby and the Jon Stewart book.
The Mars Volta is coming out with a new album.
Gotta go watch Hide and Seek.
Ever since my Deer accident, I've become less confident while driving at night, but what can the odds be of hitting anything again so soon? Shut up it helps me sleep at night. Oh yea, I'm not sure I mentioned but I got my car painted and fixed, it's Black Pearl and it's pimper than ever! Some might call it Pearl Black, it'll match my hair soon.

Current Music: Nine Inch Nails : And All That Could Have Been (DVD)